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July 10, 2017 by jenniferdawn73

 

sometimes i can’t get my thoughts to sit still long enough to write them down

so many things i want to write about

but i’m not sure where to start

how do i do this

why can’t i just be ok

 

why do i keep running in circles

doing the same thing

expecting a different result

why can’t i get stuff done

why do people have to keep picking up the pieces for me

i feel like everyone is cleaning up after me

like i can’t do anything myself

why can’t i just do it right the first time

why can’t i just be ok

 

why do i feel so empty

but so full at the same time

full of emotions

full of anger

full of frustration

full of joy

full of love

full of thankfulness

full of emptiness

full of desire

full of pain

why

why can’t i just be ok

 

can’t sleep. . .

that’s usually not a problem

typically that’s all i want to do

hide under to covers

and never come out

bury myself in sleep

what is the problem

why can’t i just be ok

 

why can’t i just be ok

if it’s ok to not be ok

but not ok to stay there

why can’t i just be ok

with not being ok

it’s not where i want to stay

 

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